You know something? The less depressed I am, the less likely I'll blog. HAHA. Y'all better hope I don't post often because most of the time I post because I'm depressed over something or another. Although tbh the reasons always revolve around the same few people one la <_< girls and all. But those problems are (supposedly?) behind me now and I THINK I'm ready to, uhh, have no love interest? LOL. I can't remember a day for the past few years where I didn't have a love interest and having one just makes my life on the whole, sadder. Because it be so unrequited OKAY LET'S CUT THAT EMO CRAP OUT OF THIS POST SHALL WE? Even I'm getting sick of it.

Soooooo I haven't got anything to do besides study, but since my test is at 4pm tomorrow I think I can take it easy heh. Got past two tests so far, definitely not 'A' material, hell, not even B...but when you're on skype with one of the most talkative persons I've ever met while trying to study, not much is going to go in. Yes, being on skype hurts my studying :x

And dota, of course. Because of the damn WCG this Friday most of my brain cells were used on thinking about drafts and heroes and all that shit. And I'm not even sure I can get through the first round, or if I can make it in time for my Database test which is at 4! The match is at 3 and the test at 4; splendid timing, no? I'll just allow myself to be late, this just means I'll have to rush a hell lot but I always rush through my papers anyway. I use the extra time to do nothing just because I have that sort of extra time. I remember never having much time at all during maths papers even to stone, ahahahaha. Nowadays every paper I get at least half an hour to, well, stone. Mostly because I can't conjure walls of text based on facts. If my brain wasn't clogged with so much stuff I bet I'd get AD for every paper or smth. I'll just settle with C's even though I'm not supposed...I'm supposed to get at least B! But if there's one thing I've learned about studying, it's that if I was never good at something, I'll never become VERY good at it. Just...decent. With the exception of Java maybe, but that stuff was last sem work. A miracle that I got B for OOP, but that doesn't count for much in the overall scheme of things...gosh I really hate memory work and how Singapore's education system merely tries to make us remember a crapload of stuff in order to do well. I have half a mind to just go overseas and study instead since I don't think I'll ever get into an university here. The problem is where, and the MONEH.



Guess that's enough of non-emo rambling. Hope you like it more although I've gotten feedback saying my emo stuff is funny as well HAHA.